The reason I started this blog again was not for views & not to be deep. Honestly, I am happy that this blog seems un-visited. Now I can type my troubles out. And although it is public, I doubt anyone checks this old thing anyways.
And if you are checking this, you stumbled upon my (seemingly) short-lived blog, then I am ok with you seeing this.
I met new people. People that live over a half-hour away. People that within sentences I felt at home. Friends who consistently meet me half-way.
One night in an Applebees and I was changed. I never realized friendships could be like this.
Almost every other friendship left me with the short end of the stick. I was the pursuer, I was the initiator and I was tired.
I find myself physically worn out from maintenance.
But this new group of friends, I just, I felt wanted.
Acknowledged.
Human.
I was NOT a pile of random facts to start conversation, random questions to continue conversation or just a dispenser of personal weaknesses and true struggles to force false friendship.
I was Mitchell, I was funny, happy and real.
And I really liked the Mango Lemonade. It was delicious.
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